Blood Moon Page 8

I retrieved it and carried it back to her like a well-trained family dog.

  When I got three feet from the barrel of her carbine, she said, "Hand it over, slow."

  She wasn't expecting it, so it really wasn't too difficult: grabbing the barrel of her gun two inches or so down from the muzzle and giving it a jerk that snatched the carbine from her hands and brought her tumbling down the stairs.

  I put the gun down, went over and helped her up.

  She was crying, hard, bitter crying, and I felt sorry for her again, so I brought her close to me and held her and just let her cry for a time, and then when her tears seemed to subside I helped her upstairs and put on a fresh pot of Mr. Coffee in the kitchen and then we sat down at the Formica-covered table and I pushed the small white box over to her.

  While she was looking at it, I went into the bathroom and got her three Bayer aspirin, and then in the kitchen again I got her a cool glass of water.

  The finger lay on the table, out of its box, ugly and terrifying.

  "I knew he was involved in something like this."

  "Who?" I said.

  She looked up. "You know who."

  "Your husband?"

  "Yes."

  She'd been wearing blue eyeliner, smudged now from her crying, and her cheeks were puffy and pink.

  "The finger doesn't look familiar?"

  "No," she said. "Thank God. I was afraid—" Then she stopped herself.

  "Where's your daughter?" I said. "I know your husband's missing but where's your daughter?"

  She changed the subject deftly, nodding her smooth, attractive face to the counter. "Coffee's ready."

  I brought us two cups of coffee and sat down across the table from her.

  "Your husband's in some kind of trouble with somebody, and now somebody has your daughter. Isn't that right?"

  She stared at the finger some more. "You read the note. You know what it says."

  "You didn't see the finger until I showed it to you?"

  "No."

  "And you don't know who your husband might be in trouble with?"

  "No."

  "Did he tell you he was in trouble?"

  "No."

  "That note makes it sound as if he might be blackmailing somebody. Is that something your husband might do?"

  She hesitated. "I— He has a dark side, I guess you could say. He only ever really wanted one thing in life and that was to own his own business. He just had a thing about that. Being his own boss and all, I guess. But we lost it two years ago—it was just like losing one of his children for him—and he's never been quite right since."

  "Do you think he could blackmail somebody?"

  "I'd have to say yes."

  "How many days has he been gone?"

  "Why was the finger in the basement?"

  "He was hiding it from you. He didn't want you to know he was in trouble. Now, how many days has he been gone?"

  "Two."

  "How many days has your daughter been gone?"

  The pause again. "Who are you? You haven't told me yet."

  "A friend."

  She smiled sadly. "That's what the Lone Ranger used to say when people asked him who he was."

  I smiled back. "Well, unfortunately, I'm not the Lone Ranger."

  "If you go to the police—"

  "I won't go to the police."

  "You promise?"

  "I promise."

  And her speaking of the police made me look up at the wall clock and when I looked at the wall clock, I saw that I was twenty minutes late for my dinner appointment with Jane Avery.

  "She didn't come home from school the other day."

  "And you haven't heard from anybody about her?"

  "No."

  I looked down at the finger.

  "We'll have to assume that he's got her," I said quietly.

  "He?"

  "The man your husband's been blackmailing."

  She lost it again, put her head down, started sobbing so hard I was afraid she was going to vomit.

  I went over and got down on one knee and stroked her dark hair and rubbed her back gently and told her over and over that these things usually turned out fine and that if we just had a little patience and a little time . . . But that wasn't true, of course. At the very least we were dealing with a person who could chop off another person's finger. I had no doubt that we were also dealing with the same man Nora Conners had hired me to find, the same man that Mike Peary had profiled in his letter to Nora. The same man who had murdered all those girls.

  She sat up, dried her eyes with the backs of her small white hands, and sniffled. "I really appreciate you being here."

  I stood up. "I've got to go, but I'll check back with you tonight."

  She nodded.

  I went over to the back door, opened it and said, "If the man should call you, write down everything he says. Every single word—all right?"

  "Yes."

  "And if you should hear any noises in the background, anything at all, write down what those were, too."

  "I will." She sniffled. "I really appreciate this."

  I nodded and left.

  9

  The nights make him crazy sometimes. Nobody can really describe nighttime in a lumbering old whore of a prison like this one. Puke & shit & sweat & piss & saliva & jism & every conceivable bodily fluid on the floor & in the crapper & in the mouth & up the bunghole.

  It all makes him sick

  It all makes him feel like a puritan.

  He does not want to be one of them.

  He is not one of them.

  Even when he kills it is with a kind of purity.

  He sometimes has dreams of his own particular dark god.

  A very goaty old bastard to be sure.

  Bring him bone and bring him flesh and bring him life hacked unto death with a knife or blown unto death with a gun or choked unto death with good strong quick hands.

  The goaty old bastard likes it.

  He has such crazy dreams.

  Is sixteen years old again/sitting in a 1963 movie house watching Sandra Dee and Bobby Darin/but it is a movie unlike any he has ever seen

  Sandra Dee is delivering a baby

  And Bobby Darin is peering down between her legs

  And what is emerging

  What makes even the suddenly-appearing doctor stand back and cover his eyes in disgust and horror

  is this

  thing

  No other word for it—thing

  a crocodile head on the body of a small hunch-backed human child with fingers that are long slashing razors

  slashing Sandra Dee's face into bloody shreds

  severing Bobby Darin's neck from his shoulders

  & then leaping for the doctor

  knife-fingers ripping the man's blue blue eyes from their sockets

  the doctor screaming

  and covering his eyes again

  blood streaming from beneath his fingers

  And then running, running

  sirens just behind him & shouts just behind him & gunfire just behind him

  & into a deep woods now

  lost & wandering in circles and circles and circles

  & a storm all crashing thunder and silver lightning that burns when its silver touches

  & he knows who he is now

  & he is both the 1963 boy watching the movie

  & also the sad hideous terrible thing that is lost in the dark woods

  "Hey, man, knock it off."

  The coon upstairs.

  That's how he thinks of him.

  Guy in the upper bunk.

  Says he's white.

  But everybody knows better.

  Except the warden, who always puts him in with the white guys.

  And he has to endure the coon for another six weeks or so until the new section is put on the prison.

  "You hear me?" the coon says.

  "Yeah."

  "That musta been some nightmare," the coon says.

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sp; "Yeah."

  "Woke me up," the coon says.

  Politeness now calls for him to say Sorry. But not in prison where politeness is considered an effeminate sign of weakness.

  "Screw yourself. You don't have nightmares?"

  "Not like yours." the coon says.

  "Just go back to sleep."

  "Just go screw yourself."

  It is at times like these that the claustrophobia comes. There is no place for privacy. You eat/sleep/piss/shit/shower/exercise/work/read/pick your nose/scratch your balls with people watching you. Twenty-four hours a day. Three hundred sixty-five days a year. Watching you. There are even cons in this place who like watching gang rapes. Somebody is always always watching somebody. True, in some respects, it is a jungle but unlike a real jungle it offers no trees no ravines no caves for privacy. None.

  It is also at moments like these when he understands the suicides. There was a guy in cellblock D, for instance, who beat his head against the wall until he killed himself. There was a guy in the infirmary who got his hands on some rodent poison and killed himself. There was even the guy who was so desperate to get it over with that he went down to the garage one day, poured gasoline on himself and set himself afire, like those Buddhist monks back during the Vietnam War.

  "Next time you tell me to go screw myself, man," the coon says, "you're gonna be sorry you said it."

  "Yeah?" he says. "Go screw yourself."

  But the coon is a coward and everybody knows it.

  The coon eventually goes back to sleep. He eventually goes back to his nightmare.

  Back to the movie theater again. And back to the beast on screen who is really—himself.

  Razor talons click as he searches for new victims.

  10

  " 'Lo."

  "Chief Avery, please."

  "This is she."

  "I just wanted to tell you that you've won a free Mike's pizza."

  "This could only be the mysterious Mr. Hokanson."

  "I believe we were talking about pizza. Don't change the subject."

  "How do I get this pizza?"

  "You give your address to our delivery man, and after he's run a few other errands, he'll bring it over to your place. Maybe an hour and a half."

  "And the delivery man is—"

  "A guy I know named Hokanson."

  "Why not? I have a gun and plenty of ammunition and a whole drawerful of arrest warrants. I guess I can take care of myself."

  "All I need is the address."

  Which she gave me.

  Jane Avery's apartment house sat in a little grove of cedars on the edge of a narrow creek that ran silver in the moonlight. No lights were on. No car was parked out front, Maybe she'd gotten tired of waiting.

  It was a night of crickets and barn owls and a quarter moon, a night of lonely distant dogs and far roaring trains and creek water tumbling across rocks just right for frogs to sit on. No doubt about it, I liked the country life.

  I left my car running and walked up to the apartment house. I knocked on the screen door. Then I watched something white flutter to the concrete block steps. This was my night for notes.

  Jim,

  There's been an emergency. I'm at the old Brindle farm. Guess we'll have to try again. Sorry, but this is very serious stuff.

  I stuffed the note in my pocket, got in my car and drove back to my motel. Maybe I'd just have myself a good night's sleep and start this investigation all over again tomorrow.

  I kept checking my rearview for any sign of Nora and Vic. None.

  After parking my car, I decided to treat myself to a 7-Up and a Hershey bar (with almonds, of course) so I went to the motel office and got some change.

  "Big night," the elderly clerk said as he fanned four quarters out on the counter.

  "Oh?"

  "Yeah. One person killed, another one bad wounded out to the old Brindle place."

  Jane hadn't been exaggerating. Serious stuff indeed.

  "Fred over to the DX?"

  "Yeah?" I said, pretending I knew just who Fred was.

  "Just was out there. Said they sure ruined a nice new Caddy. Blood all over the interior. Said that's not the kind of stuff that washes off, either."

  A few moments ago I'd been checking my rearview for any sign of Nora and Vic. Maybe they wouldn't ever be following me again.

  "Can you tell me how to get to the Brindle place?"

  "Sure. If you want. But Fred said it's pretty damned grisly."

  There must have been thirty cars parked lining both sides of the winding gravel road that ran past the Brindle farm, which was basically an aged and deserted farmhouse with the windows boarded up, and a faded barn that some local kids had spray-painted dirty words all over. Down close to a creek was another barn that, while smaller, was also a lot fancier, with a gabled roof and a cross-gabled cupola. The sprawling land to the east looked as if it hadn't been seeded in some time. Overhead, a state police chopper hovered, its search lights crisscrossing the rolling countryside.

  I had to walk a quarter mile till I reached the driveway and the ambulance and the two squad cars and the blue Caddy.

  I saw Jane. She was talking to a short man in a dark suit. He carried a small leather bag and was presumably the medical examiner. Jane looked harried.

  Up close, the house had an eerie quality I couldn't explain to anybody who hadn't been around crime scenes much. While most detectives won't come right out and tell you that some houses—just like some wooded areas and indeed some human beings—aren't exactly cursed or haunted, there is a disturbing, baleful quality to them that makes you want to get away as soon as possible. While the activities of satanic cults are greatly exaggerated by the press, I'd once seen a house used for rituals where a four-month-old child had been sacrificed to the psychotic whims of the cultists. At least as far as I was concerned, it would never be a fit place for human habitation ever again. The baby's screams would never quite be stilled.

  "Sorry, keep back."

  He was maybe twenty-five with a beer gut and a macho mustache. This was probably his first murder as an auxiliary deputy and he meant to make the most of it. He had a gun, a badge and a khaki shirt with heavy sweat rings under the armpits. He even had a little cigarillo clamped between his teeth.

  I was about to tell him something obscene when Jane looked over and saw me, excused herself from the doctor, and dropped by to cool the official ardor of her auxiliary cowboy.

  "It's all right, Fred, he's a friend."

  "He shoulda said so, then," Fred said, swaggering elsewhere to shine his badge in somebody else's eyes.

  "Fred's the mayor's son," Jane said.

  "Now, there's a surprise."

  She looked back at the blue Caddy in the driveway. She had a yellow pad in her left hand and a pencil in her right. She sketched in some more of the crime scene, which she had started earlier by measuring various objects in relation to the bodies. This sketch would later be refined into a finished product complete with a scale on the order of 1/4" = 1'. This would ultimately be used by the district attorney or the county attorney in making his case.

  Just as she was finishing, the left door of the blue Caddy was opened by a startlingly young-looking woman in white coveralls and the process of bringing the bodies out was begun.

  "One dead?" I asked as I watched.

  Jane nodded. "Yes. A woman. The man's already been taken to the hospital. He's alive, but not for much longer, I'm afraid."

  I saw her then, in that moment before the final sheet was pulled over her the final time. Nora Conners. She had been wearing a white sweater and jeans. Her blonde hair was streaked and damp with blood; her white sweater was bathed in the stuff. I couldn't see a lot from this distance but it appeared that she had been both shot and stabbed.

  The attendants eased the corpse into the rear of the big boxy ambulance, closed the doors quietly and then moved with no particular hurry to the vehicle's cab. There was no reason to hurry.

  "You lo
ok funny."

  I was aware of Jane's eyes on me.

  "I always look funny."

  "No, you don't. You usually look handsome, and you know it. But now you look funny. Ever since you saw the corpse."

  She hesitated, studied me a little more. "By the way, I don't believe your 'journalist' story."

  "You don't?"

  "No. I called your publishing office."

  "Then they told you that I do work for them."

  "I have a brother in the FBI."

  "Ah. I'll bet you're proud."

  She frowned. "Wise ass, aren't you?"

  "I'm just trying to forget what that corpse looked like." And that was certainly the truth. When they get worked over the way Nora was, all I can think of are slaughterhouses—what we humans do to the animals we raise to eat, how they look just as we're knocking them out with long clubs, and then chop off their heads, and then hang them from their feet and open up their bellies with long shining knives. I always wonder, when I'm on the highway and I see a truck of cows or pigs headed to the slaughterhouse, I always wonder if they know. Perhaps it's our fantasy that they don't know because we can't face the truth. Maybe they do know, and the startled bleating we hear on the highway is the sound of one species crying out to another for help. I wonder if Nora knew, as the killer approached her car tonight, knew what was coming, what the killer was bringing, and cried out for help.

  "Did you know her?"

  "Who?"

  "The dead woman."

  "No."

  "Would you take it personally if I called you a liar?"

  "You're the law around here. You can call me anything you want."

  "I've got good instincts."

  "Meaning?"

  "Meaning somehow you know something about this."

  She was about to say more when a fat bald detective in a suit came over shaking a small black camera as if he wanted to smash it against the wall. "I told the city council, I told the mayor in particular, that we need a new 35 millimeter for crime scenes and as usual he gave me the standard excuses about the budget. I'm supposed to be taking pictures and the goddamned shutter won't work. You bring yours along, Chief?"

  "In my glove compartment."

  He looked at me and shook the camera again and said, "You ever just want to smash something to bits?"